been very busy lately wat wid PAF nd labs nd work..so had no time for myself..today after a long time..have sum spare time for me nd me alone..im actually stealing my sleeping time from myself to give time to me:D..
just want to write today..been wanting to write for days now..i dont know about what..having loads of ideas but none concrete to pen down..i want to write a script..a monoacting maybe..on ego clashes maybe..read these short stories by shashi deshpande recently..such an amzing collection of stories on lives of women..have so much potential to be converted into monologues..
anyways..today i am in this content mood..content wid wat i dont know..im hardly able to work coz of PAF but tats ok i guess..have a valid reason..i realised i really like ma job..id like to do something similar later on in life also..rather than a core engg thing..
my blogs becoming more of a diary..weird..one day a frnd had asked me..y do u blog?..y do u want ur innermost feelings to be among strangers..nd i was answerless..y do i blog..???..maybe because tats one way by which i get people's feed back on my writing..maybe because it gives me an incentive to write..dunno..
read a poem today..a batchmate's..she has written it in sort of enid blyton's honour..btw for people who dnt knw enid blyton..she writes child stories..nd i have literally grown readin them..the first book i read was an enid blyton in 2nd standard..nd since then havent been able to leave books..secret seven..famous five..five find outers..malory towers..st.clares..faraway tree..omigodd...im becomin nostalgic..i was so inspired by her..really wanted to write like tat sumday..i realise how much i loved books at one time..my love has gone down a little now..sad..
listenin to dis song"gudiya rani bitiya rani" from LAMHE..beautiful song..thnking of mum nd smiling:)..my mum always almost cries wen she listens to tat song..mmmuaahh mummaa..
"gudiya rani..bitiya rani..pariyon ki nagri se ik din..raj kunwar ji aayenge..mehlon me le jaayenge.."
beautiful choice ma
ok this one is a really arbit bloog..my mind is jumpin frm one place to another..work is piled up on my lappy now..nd my eyes are closing..better sleep be4 practise for sumtime..rest later:)